Painted my mother's kitchen ceiling white.

Watched Légua (2023). It beautifully captures the Portuguese spirit through stunning visuals and the quiet devotion of those caring for a house its owners have long forgotten.

Thinking about a new project while i pet sit my cousin's kittens.

Watched Poem (1972) by Akio Jissoji. Great cinematography and a thought-provoking the story. Without knowing before watching, this film matched reflects how I feel nowadays about the modern world.

Yesterday’s design problem solved after I talking with my friend/mentor and realizing that I was the one making it exist.

Tried to work a bit but nothing was coming out right so I spent the rest of the day reading and watching Ballerina (2025).

Chill Saturday…

Did a portrait study of Willem Dafoe… Still have loads of practice to do.

Watching Super Happy Forever (2024). I was in the mood for something sad. I loved this movie!!! The atmosphere reminded me so much of traveling with friends and made me miss it. Also I wonder about moving into a small summer town like that and just live a simple life.

Watching Cloud by Kiyoshi Kurosawa. Not my cup of tea…

Despite only getting a hours of sleep due the heat, I feel like i did some progress on my friend’s website.

Watched Irreversible (2002) directed by Gaspar Noé. I just love his aesthetics. Also it contains some of the most violent scenes I’ve seen on a movie.

Started reading A Hacker Manifesto by McKenzie Wark.

let today = code & paint;

Apparently you can change the grid order however you want now. What’s is even the point of chronological feeds anyway amirite?

Went outside to touch grass but it was too hot out so I went home and watched Léon for the first time. So you’re telling me Natalie Portman was 12 at the time of the filming!?

Short trip to Sintra. Walked in the park and ate a nice vegan vegetables à Brás.

Watched Safe (1995) with Julianne Moore. Mesmerizing cinematography and nostalgic 90s aesthetics that makes the present feel a bit colorless and dull. At last we’re left with an ambiguous message which I think works in the movie’s favor.

My dreams came back in mass and also I got vaccinated.

This is a moment, wrapped in plastic. It is not for you, but it came from you. It does not last. Nothing does. Open it anyway.

Got easily annoyed by anything today. Vented to chatgpt and it told me I’m not a bad person.

I’m interested in solarpunk nowadays. I think it’s the need of hopeful escapism.

Liberate my madness! Struggling to turn ideas into reality and the pressure to never stop doesn't help.

Everyday i feel a bit uglier than the day before.

Started watching Texhnolyze (2003) and discovered a band called Drop Nineteens. I like to listen to this kind of sound while i reminisce.

Im surviving the heatwave by staying indoors like the Fremen. Weather is unbearably hot this week.

Watched Sonatine (1993) directed by Kitano Takeshi, the most idyllic yakuza movie I’ve seen. There’s a brief shot near the beach where the clouds look like some i saw the other day. I guess the world hasn’t changed that much in 30 years.

Read Isaac Asimov’s “The Last Question”. It’s such an interesting solution for the unknowns of theology and science.

Started this archive of my daily thoughts. Writing regularly serves as a mental outlet and a creative practice—something I think benefits anyone seeking clarity or self-awareness.

I watched Cure (1997) by Kiyoshi Kurosawa. Beautifully shot but I expected a bit more.